嫁入豪门

今天满脑子都是这一个想法。。。那就是我要嫁入豪门这个问题对很多女生来说都是一场梦，一场梦寐以求的梦阿！我也不例外。不过今天晚上的我真的很渴望有那么一天！可能是偶像剧看多了，幻想也多了。谁不知道戏里发生的剧情八成都不会在现实生活中发生！太荒谬了！不过我就是那么地渴望！哪怕能够真的在梦里实现也好！不过，我自知之明，就算一切是有可能实现的那又怎么样，我凭什么嫁入豪门呢？没样貌，没才艺，没学问，没知识。。。果然没什么好处。。这是一个多么奢侈的愿望啊！老天爷从来都很少眷顾我，这个自我幻想的愿望也应该不会例外。。不过还是得谢谢老天爷的庇护，虽然我求的都很少实现到，不过在其它方面的确是有眷顾到的。谢谢您！

Say Hello to December

Hello December .
today is the first day of December, actually i feel quite excited
because exam is going to over n i am going to have my long vacation
woohoo... nice right...!!! but those vacation is for me to work..sad
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yesterday, i accidentally found my 2007 diary
i found out a lot of things happened on that year
a lot of misunderstood, a lot of stupid things that i have done
and until now, there is still a lot of things that i haven't know the truth
i wonder how i face the past life..
but now, every things had changed
all the problem no longer a problem to me right now
thanks to myself ~
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thinking back what i have done for this whole year
i did not do anything useful n meaningful to myself n to others...
i am such a jerk right..
but, except STPM , for this i really face it very serious
what i have been through for the past 18 years just because of this exam
i need to do well !
so i am going off to study now ~