Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Passed

前天的小考过了
我及格了。。。其实为什么我酱激动呢??
只不过是一个小小的考试而已。。
你知道吗。。。别人考试的passing mark是50
但是我老师的却是85。。。足足相差了35的分数。。
我能不激动, 不努力,不拼命吗
不过靠的东西的确是很少,根本就不到整科科目的10%
没错。。。
这的确只是一个很不起眼的考试而已
不过如果我连这样一个不起眼的考试都做不好的话。。
两个星期后的考试我要怎样应付
老实说。。。之前考的东西,能记得的,一只手就能数的完

虽然前天的分数原本不应该是pass的。。
不过还是过了。。。
我真的很高兴不用考过!!!!

每个星期都酱过,根本有几条命都不够我死。。


奉劝各位又考虑就读form6的朋友们。。
如果你真的不能承受压力
不能挨,不能拼,不能坚持
我劝你真的不要进
可能今年制度不一样了,容易多了
但是。。。很老实的一句话
from6真的是不容易读的
科目是比别人少,但读的东西多不胜数
我从Form1-form5读的东西都没有Form6的多。。。
同样一番的话在我还没进f6之前就听说过了,而且是很多遍
但是我心想,"又酱夸张吗?有酱难吗?还不只是四科而已。。。"
不是的。。。是真的
真的有酱夸张,真的有酱难,真的很不容易不简单
就如所有form6老师所说的
“读form6,没有以泪洗脸过,就不算是读过form6”

三思啊!!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

活着

我已经不知道自己活着的定义是什么了
到底是为了什么而生存着
是为了自己还是为了家人
是为了交代还是为了责任
还是为了活着而活着

这样子的生活真的很辛苦你知道吗
我真的不想走了
我撑不下去了
我不知道我再继续走下去结果会是怎样
我真的不敢想
在这样压力的生活圈子了
我根本无法集中
我想放弃可以吗。。
我很累很累很累。。。
我多么的想躺着永远都起不来

但是我知道不可能。。。
我还有什么办法。。。。
我真的没有办法啦。。。
天啊。。。
你把我杀死好了。。
酱折磨我我宁可死了算了。。。
就算我骂了一大堆粗话也没用
根本无法接触我的压力。。。

最好明天一早7.20学校就水灾
能淹到5楼来当然是最好不过了。
我再发什么春秋大梦。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

只不过是一个小到不能再小的小考
可是我很注重啊。。。。。
问题是我根本一点都背不进
而且也不想再重考!!!

崩溃

此时此刻的我。。。真的有一股想从我家往下跳的感觉。。

Thursday, April 22, 2010

担心

我担心
真的很担心
我害怕
真的很害怕

我不想面对
我不知道怎样面对

我不知道该做什么。。。

Saturday, April 17, 2010

人之初,性本善

人之初,性本善
三字经李前两句就这两句
大部分人都认为是对的
没错。。我也这样认为
不过没有一个人或者一样东西是能够保留永远不变的
随着时间的流逝
人开始变质,事情也慢慢起了变化
就跟人的生长过程一样
从一出世,到小孩,直到成年了,青年了,年长了,老了,病了, 最后死了
有谁没经历过
所以啊
食物放久了会变质, 人也一样
比起食物,人更容易变质
因为我们都拥有脑袋,但食物却是死物,它只会随着时间而改变而以

脑袋是自己的,心是自己的
自己做什么都好,都只有你自己一个人知道而已
自己是否怀着鬼胎,也只有你一个人知道
做人不要太过分,要懂得分寸

经过了很多的事件
我真的真的相信这世界是有因果的
每件事情的发生肯定有因也有果
我不敢说做好事就一定有好报
但却可以很肯定地说
做坏事肯定会有果报
不要不相信
跟不要说我迷信
因为我真的中招过,而且不止那么一次
所以啊,千万不要怀鬼胎

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看过2012这部电影吗?
肯定大部分的人类都看过了吧
觉得这日期很逼近吗?
说长不长,说短不短
这并不是什么诅咒
而一切都是根据科学证明的
我们的地球真的生病了
除了要拯救以外
我们更要学会珍惜
试想想,两年后这世界可能就不存在了
人类灭亡了,所有生物都死光了
如果抱着怨恨,复仇,伤心的心态虚度这两年
值得吗?
为什么试着释怀,试着放下呢
可能有些事情真的是无法被原谅,更是让你心痛百倍
但想想,如果真的带着这种心情离开这片土地
你一定会为自己带来遗憾
你一定会替自己感到不值,没必要,很傻,很本
你真的还想要这种结局吗?如果是的话,那我可没话说
但如果不是的话,就请你把怨恨放下,把恩怨放下
好好的坐下来,想一想,是否只有其他人有错而自己却没有呢?
好好的和对方谈一谈,心平静和地谈
可定会有一个解决问题的方案
你不是为了自己而活着的
你活着,也可能是为了别人,为你爱的人,为了家人朋友,为了帮助过你的人,为了想得到你原谅的人。。种种的理由。。

学会放下,学会珍惜,你才会过得快乐,生活才会有意思

Friday, April 16, 2010

Show Time

another 2 nice movie to be introduce from ppstream

[[ If Only ]]
a very romantic n touch movie i've been watch
reli very nice...
should see it and feel it ...
the movie teach you that we MUST appreciate our loves one..

[[忠犬八公的故事]]
this is a movie based on a true story from Japan
but the movie was acted in America and of cause by American as well
this is a story about a loyal dog ..
a dog which is very loyal to his master and his name is "小八"
everyday 小八 follow his master goes to the railway station for taking train to work
then he will go back home by himself
and he will also wait his master again when finish working
one day, his master died suddenly in university(profesor) cause of heart attack and never came back
but he was still waiting and waiting for his master come back from work
year by year , he wait for 9 years outside the railway station , no matter summer or winter..
and then he died..
this is really a true story
and now a statue was made for 小八 , to remember him, to remember his loyalty..

worth? ? ?

well, i don't know what was going on between them
cause there is very very very long time i no longer join with them
so what is happening actually i really don't know..
but sounds like things happened very serious...
hmm...but some of them seems like joking...i feel...maybe they aren't
i will not force anyone to tell me what happen..
know less is alwayz better than know more(though i am kaypo and i admit it)
what i hope is....
they won't be "the second him"..lolx...
maybe no one understand what i am saying...
but i understand myself then is enough..haha

what is the purpose people commit crime
and what is the purpose people caught those who commit crime
maybe there is another "purpose" hiding behind the truth..
i don't know....what i say is just a MAYBE...

all of us have our own brain
we save different memory into it, and so we did and says different things
we will never know what other people thinking as well..
no one will know what you are thinking except god...

is it worth to turns from friends to enemy because of something which not important, worthless and paidless
if IT IS , then i got nothing to say
think twice, those things are not your property and they won't accompany you for you whole life
you will leave it one day when you feel something is more important than that..
but friends will accompany you always and no matter where you are
what you did to others you will be pay for it next time, that is the recycle...

a lot of things can be done undertable...so there is also a lot of things can be talk undertable too..
this is not the first time...
why don't do it privately but not showing to others like a show...
what other people will think bout this...don't you feel ashamed

aiks...whatever...though i am unlike some of them...
but i really don't hope things getting worse


Thursday, April 15, 2010

等了好久

这一天又到来了。。
很兴奋却又不愉快
为什么要沉迷电脑而错过良机呢。。
明明就是伸手就能够掌握的机会却这样轻易的溜走了
难道是注定的吗。。

应该不是幻觉吧。。
因为对于那敏感的字眼
我绝对不会看错的
应该没看错。。。

反正就是错失良机就对了
“机会不是常有
所以要懂得把握”
原来这句话可以用在那么多地方啊
真管用。。。